I love you so much and I miss you. My mind can't fathom the fact that you're gone, that I'll never see you again. I want so bad to hug you, to tell you I love you, to apologize for going so long without talking to you. It feels like I could just run down the street and you'd be there, just waiting for me. It feels like it's not to late. We've just been apart from each other that's all. Even though I saw your urn I still expect, still hope that you'd turn up in my yard. I love you so much and I'm so sorry. I would believe any excuse you'd give me if you appeared again. I couldn't even be mad if you popped up and told me it was all a hoax. Actu